This site is a sub site of
The Burden Of Grief
owned and copyrighted By
Robert Walters Sr.

After reading some of the replies to my poems
I was touched deeply by Shelly Aston
and her replies to my poems
I could feel the heartache and deep pain
That she was suffering with
It was like I was told I
needed to do this to comfort her
This is my Gift for her
in Remembrance of My Son Robbie

This site is Dedicated to
Shelly Aston's Daughters

Shayla and Shianna

Who were struck by an impaired Driver
and passed away Just Months apart on
the same date the 8th.
One on May 8,2009 and
the other July 8,2009

Created by Robert Walters Sr.

You don't know what you've
Got till it's gone!

What this site is about!
I made this site for Shelly Aston.
She lost both of her Daughters
to an impaired driver in 2009.

To Honor Them and Their memory
I have created this as my gift to her.
I made this site with all my Heart and Soul!

As the Sun Slowly sets.
The Memory of Shayla and Shianna Lives On!
The Peace and Serenity of God's pure love.
Enables you to reflect the peace that they now have above

I Wrote this Poem for Shelly
As a 1 year anniversary for the Loss
of her Daughters Shianna and Shayla.

A Mother's Love
It was a year ago this past May
When one of my daughter's passed away
Two months later on that very same date
My other daughter had met the same fate
A day so tragic it cut me like a sword
That's the day you left to live with Jesus Christ our Lord
The time has come again to remember you both on that day
The Love and Grief I carry with me never goes away
I often look at your pictures of you right by my side
Wondering why this happened and how I would survive
My heart still aches with misery since the day that I lost both of you
The Decision I made I know deep in my heart God said he needed them too
My mind doesn't want to admit of what happened that day
I wish it was just a dream and that it would go away
Now I know it isn't a dream but my eyes still fill with tears
I love you and I miss you both each and every day of the year
Deep in my heart there will always be
My Love for Shianna and Shayla for eternity
Author : Robert Walters Sr.


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My Gift to You
Today as I write these words for you
Brings back memories of My Son to
I have lost just my oldest Son
But you have suffered losing more then one
My mind cannot comprehend your pain
What you had to do was not the same
To lose a daughter on a May morn
To lose another 2 months later to be scorned
Friends and Family should be ashamed
For the decision you made you were not to blame
How I wish my words will reach out
To make the World want to shout
To tell your parents they have no Clue
Just how much this has devastated you
Yet they sit back and Judge your actions
They are not God but poor distractions
The anger I feel for your Family’s role
That shows me they have no love in their soul
With that being said and out in the air
Your 2 beautiful Daughters are around you everywhere
I hope you are not mad at these words I write
For I want you to know that you were right
The Love for Shayla and Shianna remain in your heart
That is where they will always be a part
For God above has not forgotten you
He knows what you have suffered and it’s true
His Love for you he sent me this Day
God does work in mysterious ways.

Author: Robert Walters Sr.



High Up In The Sky
High up in the Sky you both Fly
Where the Clouds are soft and white
  At Night i look at the dark sky above
  at Glittery Stars, yours shines so Bright.
  You both are always in my thoughts each day
  I know you know this to be true
  Dear Shianna & Shayla how we all Miss you
  My wish is to Hold you tight.
  I know this will happen one day as the years go by
  But for now i have your pictures and your memories
  i hold so very dear and near to me
  Dear Shianna & Shayla we all love you
  and send Kisses to the Sky 
xoxoxoxo

Author:Shelly Aston.



I Feel My Family In Heaven All Around Me

Call this what you will but all i know is that
my family in heaven have been all around me in
many different ways lately. Fills me with a sense
of awe, warmth, and love oh so sweet. Maybe it could
all be dismissed because Im a lonely, grieving mommy
who wants desperately to cling to a thread of what i had.
I never had these experiences b4 but i hope to continue
as they bring me some peace and comfort.

1) One nite after crying all day and crying myself to sleep,
I felt a small presence sitting by my feet on my recliner, very comforting.

  2) One day i wanted to sleep the day away and my baby girls in
unison kept saying mommy get up and i said no, finally they
gave a big thump to the loveseat, I said Im up.

  3) I had just closed my eyes to take a nap but for some reason
I opened them very quickly and out of the corner of my left eye,
I seen small hands.

4) One day my mom told me to get in the shower after not showering,
getting dressed or leaving the house for 6 days with the blinds drawn,
I got in the shower, got dressed and went out.

  5) I decided to change my wallpaper to my Shianna & Shayla pics but
every time i looked at them i started crying profusely but couldn't
bare to take them down, in less than a week the photo wallpaper
wouldn't work anymore, just beautiful scenery.

  6) Just last nite i felt a presence behind me as i was sitting in
front of the computer and i turned around and no one was there and
when i turned back, I caught a glimpse of my little sister
Shelia on the monitor, very calming.

7) 3 different butterfly effects which are to mean renewal,
life and angels: 1st while at the Shipshe Flea Market when one
flew right in front of us. 2nd while on the Elkhart River Boat Queen
one flew right in front of me at the table. 3rd on top of the
windshield of my minivan out of 6 vehicles parked.

Author:Shelly Aston.


MOMMY PLEASE DON’T BE SAD,
WE MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO 
IT’S REALLY BEAUTIFUL HERE,
BUT WE WORRY A LOT ABOUT YOU 
WE SLEEP WITH ANGELS WATCHING OVER US
THERE IS ONLY LOVE UP HERE,
WE ARE NEVER LONELY OR AFRAID
  BECAUSE GRANDMA IS SO VERY NEAR,
WE NEVER CRY OR HURT OURSELVES
  WE SEE OUR FAMILY IN HEAVEN EVERYDAY,
WE PLAY AND LAUGH AND SING A LOT
  AND EVEN THOUGH MOMMY YOU ARE NOT WITH US
  WE ARE REALLY STILL WITH YOU
  WE WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BE
YOUR SHIANNA AND SHAYLA
YOUR VERY BEST LITTLE GIRLS AND FRIENDS
SO ANYTIME YOU NEED US,
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND WE ARE BACK AGAIN 
WE ARE GIVING YOU BUTTERFLY KISSES
AND ESKIMO KISSES
  AND BIG BEAR HUGS
  AND WE KNOW WE ARE ALL
WRAPPED UP IN OUR MOMMY’S LOVE

Shayla
Shianna
Remembering My Girls
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