How do I feel since the months have gone by
There are still times for the tears that I cry
The first few months were very hard for me
I felt so alone and my heart so empty
The anger the tears the numbness inside
Seemed like a rollercoaster on a thrill ride
Some days were harder some days I cried
Wishing all the time I was the one who died
There were times when my faith was shaken
Even the thoughts of my life was taken
If it wasn't for the suffering the grief and sorrow
I thought about doing the same thing tomorrow
For some reason for me I must survive
To try and help others that still are alive
It may not be many it may only be a few
These words run deep and you know they are true
So now you can see what this has done to me
My life has changed as did my destiny
So if you are down and full of despair
Remember me for I really do care
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
