I have come this way once before
To leave this life forever more
My hopes my dreams nothing is right
Maybe ill kill myself in the middle of the night
Why must these thoughts run through my head
It feels like I may be better off dead
My mind is in turmoil I can not think
The last thing I need is to talk to a shrink
I talk to people but they don't understand
Why I was dealt this terrible hand
Everything I do just goes down the drain
What good is living I have nothing to gain
I search for answers but none I can find
Do you really want to know what is on my mind
My thoughts my emotions are running away
I don't know if I can take it another day
I love my family deeply this they know
My pain is so deep it just doesn't show
So when you wake and find me gone
Please don't weep and please don't mourn
For I couldn't live anymore in this place
I have seen the love on Jesus face
I prayed to him before I died
I could even see the tears he cried
His Love for me is so strong
He said to me you did nothing wrong
Because of your love you've shown to me
I will give you peace in eternity
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
