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My Poems
Robert Walters Sr.

I Just Don't Know

In a different light I would see you face
The pain and agony you couldn't face
A decision was made on your part
Little did you know it would break my heart?
The thoughts and actions of you that day
Dwells in my mind like an instant replay
Those images of you once strong and vivid
Still come into my mind and it's all to livid
To what purpose you chose to decide your fate
Is a mystery to me as is the date?
Deep in my heart I firmly believe
That this was something you did not conceive
I know you went somewhere that night
What happened next in the dim moonlight
I can only image deep in my mind
Where you went and what you did find
You left no note not even a clue
There was no way I could have helped you
Now my life both shattered and torn
My heart broken and my soul is worn
What purpose was done for me to survive?
You chose to die while I was alive
To understand what you went through
I have no idea not even a clue
Now I am left with nothing to show
For I am lost and do not know
I pray each night to God up above
To comfort and bless me with his pure love
I also ask God to send me a sign
Something please to ease my mind
The rest of my life I will not know
If this was suicide I just don't know

Author:Robert Walters Sr.