What did I do to deserve such a fate
Why me and why that particular date
Twas the season to be jolly
with mistletoe and the holly
It was during that time of year
Christmas was close and drawing near
I wasn't prepared for what I would find
And how it would affect my mind
We prepared for the holidays and no one knew
What our loved one was about to do
Was it planned or a rash decision
Did they know or was it a vision
Or did they not want to go on living
They knew that we will be forgiving
One thing they didn't realize that day
How we would suffer and how we would pay
The pain the agony you dropped at our feet
It left us shattered like the glass in the street
Our hopes and our dreams came to a halt
As we look at ourselves and try and find fault
No words no note noting was said
Why did I have to find you dead
I deal with this pain every day and evry night
This isn't real it just isn't right
Now you are gone and there is nothing I can do
All I have left is the past memories of you
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
